Gusto kong ma-depress pero hindi ko naman magawa. Baka kulang sa motivation. Baka hindi naman talaga kelangan.
Matapos magpuyat, gumastos, mag-print ng sandamakmak at mag-isip, maba-balewala lang pala. Ganito kalupit ang mundo ng vendors when participating in a bid.
Sabi nga ng boss ko, don't waste you time on things that you have no control. After matalo sa bid, naisip kong dagdagan ang sinabi niya: Take the risk on things that you have some level of influence; and seize the opportunity on things that you have full dominance. We took the risk on this bid, kaso the things that were out of our hands outnumbered the manageable ones.
Better luck next time.